I still hear a lot of people saying "what a brave move you are making" and "you have got BALLS". I chose a path of experimenting, insecurity, strong will, persistence and a variable income. As an entrepreneur it feels like living on the edge sometimes. Though it does make me feel more alive, and trying to make more of opportunities. Emotions really cut through a cocoon of cultural conditioning of having a monthly pay-check in a regular job.
What do I REALLY mean by this? My energy and creativity thrive by my state-of-being. If my core energy is right, vivid and bright, I am not afraid. I just find the opportunities and ideas that run on intuition to bring me further. My cultural conditioning is sometimes trying to enroute me differently, towards a path that most people are walking, a regular road, a type of social standard. I just don't seem to fit into the social standard. Anyway, what is a social standard? EVERYONE of YOU is unique.
So emotions are in conflict! And even loved ones do not always understand my choices - although they seem to know me well and mean well.
I learned to tune my emotions in with my intuition, and therefore I feel strongly about "not following the regular path". It feeds my creativity to choose differently. To choose for who I am in my heart: a warm, highly creative person with much detailed attention to the world and to open up new perspectives on photography and entrepreneurship. Hoping to become a visionair, to BE one, a respected one. And I learn every day! And I make my choice every day, again and again and again. Trying to keep strong. Thank you for reading this. It means the world to me!
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